Thursday, September 22, 2016

Closed Path


 "I thought that my voyage had come to its end 

at the last limit of my power,---that the path before me was closed,

that provisions were exhausted

and the time come to take shelter in a silent obscurity.


But I find that thy will knows no end in me.

And when old words die out on the tongue,

new melodies break forth from the heart;

and where the old tracks are lost,

new country is revealed with its wonders."

 -----Rabindranath Tagore.                                              


Tagore work really close to my heart, soul of invisible thought. 

Monday, December 21, 2015

ICU vs Five star hotel


During a casual chat with friends one of my doctor friend said ICU is more cheaper than a five star hotel with more facilities but people say doctor has looted them instead of being happy.

 Lets see the points he has raised.

  In 5 star hotel check out is 12 noon matter when u checked in, but in ICU it's not the case. But Doctor in ICU check in and check out both are in your hands.

  In 5 star hotel LED & AC and a servant on call but in ICU 3 LCD equal monitors, AC, ventilator, service of a doctor, nursing staff, other life saving equipment which not at all met by five star hotel. So ICU has much expensive facilities. Though ICU charges are around 3,000- 6,000 bucks where as 5 star hotel charges are 10,000-15,000 bucks.

  Dear Doctor 5 Star hotel is a luxury while ICU is necessity. One can live without hotel but not without ICU. Only people who can afford a five star hotel visit that,but one don't have a choice with ICU. 3000- 6000 bucks not a easy thing to one with meager income.

ICU has Value, while Five star hotel has Cost.

So please Doctors sensitize your material interests.


( I could have said this directly on his face but I don't want to annoy him in front of all, because I respect Doctors.)

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Luck: Where Are You??

  
Luck is the only difference between Success and Failure. If you ask me now is it true do u believe it??  yes it is true, there is some invisible thing beyond the logic. You cant be logical all the time. Of course I believe in hard work but luck has also to come along with it.


All sleepless nights, lonely days, sacrifices, adjustments everything gone in vain without You. I believe on me and also on you, Please come for me......



Friday, May 15, 2015

I AM RESTLESS





 I AM restless. I am a thirst for far-away things.

My soul goes out in a longing to touch the skirt of the dim distance. 
 
O Great Beyond, O the keen call of thy flute! 
 
I forget, I ever forget, that I have no wings to fly, that I am bound in this spot evermore.
 
 
I am eager and wakeful, I am a stranger in a strange land. 
 
Thy breath comes to me whispering an impossible hope. 
 
Thy tongue is known to my heart as its very own. 
 
O Far-to-seek, O the keen call of thy flute! 
 
I forget, I ever forget, that I know not the way, that I have not the winged horse.
 
 
I am listless, I am a wanderer in my heart. 
 
In the sunny haze of the languid hours, what vast vision of thine takes shape in the blue of the sky! 
 
O Farthest end, O the keen call of thy flute! 
 
I forget, I ever forget, that the gates are shut everywhere in the house where I dwell alone! 
 
 
 

Thursday, March 26, 2015

The World is Too Much with Us; Late and Soon


 
 The world is too much with us; late and soon,

Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers:

Little we see in Nature that is ours;

We have given our hearts away, a sordid boon!

This Sea that bares her bosom to the moon;

The winds that will be howling at all hours,

And are up-gathered now like sleeping flowers;

For this, for everything, we are out of tune,

It moves us not.--Great God! I'd rather be

A Pagan suckled in a creed outworn;

So might I, standing on this pleasant lea,

Have glimpses that would make me less forlorn;

Have sight of Proteus rising from the sea;

Or hear old Triton blow his wreathed horn. 


                                                                                                 -------William Wordsworth

Saturday, February 28, 2015

Let Me Find You






My Search is never ending.....


Thursday, January 1, 2015

Vacuum.



  The Cloud said to me, "I vanish"

 The Night said, "I plunge into the fiery dawn."
 
The Pain said, "I remain in deep silence as his footprint."

"I die into the fulness," said my life to me.

The Earth said, "My lights kiss your thoughts every moment."

"The days pass," Love said, "but I wait for you."

Death said, "I ply the boat of your life across the sea."



Nothing is there except the vacuum. But I Love This Vacuum. 

 

Monday, December 15, 2014

The Krishna Key


"The Krishna Key" by Ashwin Sanghi...After many days quite interesting book. really worth reading.Gives u lot of freedom to think.Actually It's a fiction work, but the Ideas are not fiction. According to my definition an Author can create a story but the theme and idea for that comes from the real world only. So anything fiction or non-fiction depends on u r receiving of thoughts.

Interpretation of Mahabharata from scientific angle, very new experience to me. Till now I know Mahabharata as epic to Hindus. Even I consider it as Political work also. But Comparing Brahmastra with Nuclear weapon such a new angle. Adding Scientific view to Mythology I thoroughly enjoyed it.

 Touched many areas :  History, Culture, Geography . Maths , Vedas, Mythology, Political, Nuclear Science, Geography, Geology, Etc.. Gives a lot of scope for interpretation. touches the basics of every subject.


Now I am going to finish Other Ashwin Sanghi works, The Rozabal Line, Chanakya's Chant. Can't wait anymore ....


Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Project: Malayalam Movie


After so many good reviews about Bangalore Days, I settled down to watch it expecting a good entertainer.

My search started for a HD print with subtitles, after some failed attempts luckily found a link meeting my requirement(Free print ...he he :P). Watching it with high expectations.Beginning is so nice narration going on introducing characters, so far nice !!!!!

Now very interesting thing happened with entrance of my mom, she watched it for a minute, understood it's not a Telugu movie but visually nice, asked me to translate. I narrated story to her, started watching together.so far nice !!!!!

 After every few minutes she is asking what he said? what she said? who is he? how they relate? what happened? why they are going? where they were going? what they doing? who is the hero? who is heroine?....... OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!..... never ending question paper.... still I am answering her, telling the story. Now I am eligible to call myself as good translator :)

With my very very limited Malayalam knowledge trying to get the feel of the movie with available sources, subtitles, Expressions of actors. The task is very difficult first I have to listen dialogue and read subtitles at the same time( English+Malayalam) then understand it, then translate it into Telugu then narrate it to her, so many tasks at a time "multitasking". it's not a movie for me definitely a mission.

Successfully watched it till the "the end". Mission accomplished. Words of my Mom," why people don't make such kind of movies in Telugu",. here credit comes to me also because I narrated her story well, made her understood the emotions effectively. ( self Dabba, but some times justified :) )

But lessons learned 1) Never watch an other language movie with you mom.... better sacrifice your movie. 2)Movie can become a Mission  3)Humans emotions have universal applicability.. if not universal at least  regional Finally..... I have patience,... Good narrating skills.


Even you have patience to read it :).
Have a Nice time.



Sunday, November 30, 2014

Silent Heart


The Night is dark and your slumber is deep in the hush of my being.

Wake, O Pain of Love, for I don't know how to open the door, and I stand outside.

The hours wait, the stars watch, the wind is still, the silence is heavy in my heart.


Wake, Love, wake! brim my empty cup, and with a breath of song ruffle the night.

The world don't know when I cried, "The sun is on his way, the night is no more."

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Breath of Life


ఆ  రోజులే  నేడిలా  రావుగా 
ఆ  రేపటి  రోజులే  తెలుసునా 
ఏ  నిముషo  ఏమవునో   రాసుoదా  కాస్తైనా ??
ఆ  స్వప్నం  ఏధైనా  స్వప్నమేను  కదా !!
అనుకున్నది  జరిగిందా  కాదన్నది  ఆగేనా ??
నీతో  నీవుంటే  ఆశ  నీదే  కదా ... 
పరిచయమే  చూపింది  నీలో  నిన్నేగా .
ఏదైనా  ఏమైనా  నవ్వే  నువ్వు  కదా 
ఓ చోట  ఆగేనా  నదులే  సాగకలా 
కాలలే  మరాయీలా ఏది  ఆగిపోదు  సదా 
కన్నులు  పొమ్మంటే  కలలే  పోవు  కదా
ఎవరేమైన  నీతో  నువ్వే ఉండాలిగా ....      

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Dreams never dissappear

 It's a quote from the book "the Dairy of young girl", Anne Frank.

We're much too young to deal with these problems but they keep thrusting themselves on us until, finally, we're forced to think up a solution. And yet, when I look up at the sky I somehow feel that everything will change for the better. All is as it should be. God wishes to see people happy. Where there is hope...there is life. At such moments I can't think about the misery but about the beauty that still remains. Try to recapture the happiness within yourself. Think of all the beauty in everything around you and be happy.

Let me tell briefly about the book ( if u not read it yet). It's a dairy written by a Jewish young girl around 13 years old during world warII from their hide out. It's about their every day experiences.

Every page filled with a believe on tomorrow, living the present for future. At one point in the book she told that she want to become a writer. But she don't know that she became a very famous writer, perhaps the only one in the world.
 
This book has moved lot many people across the continents I consider myself as one among them .

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

MY Best Friend

All of a sudden I feel like blog as my best friend, don't know why??? ..... no i know answer, if not a exact answer at least partial.

How u define a sensitive person????!!!! May be soft looking, soft spoken, etc. but I feel it's not true in all the cases. We never know the strongest person in the morning cried all the night. A person who tags themselves as sensitive are not in reality( if not all maybe most probably). So we can't  and we don't judge a person according to our will.

A sensitive person can't afford to make their world crowded with people. it's always better to maintain worlds with filtered boundaries to escape emotional distress. So it hardly crosses two digit number in count, in emotionally attached close world. When people from this area have to move on with their own situations, creates a deep silent lone one. the space can't be filled by anyone. Even though knowing the truth brain hesitate to accept. Gives you false signals  that everything is alright, misinterpreting the broken glass as normal one. Starts a never ending fruitless search to make the situation more worse.

The deep silenced loneliness created by closed ones with their absence do wonderful thing. yes it's true it made Rabindranath Tagore to create excellent literary works, John to write Daffodils, and Worlds great poets.Lets see what's there in the surprise boxes.

Saturday, February 2, 2013

What's Happening

where i was
where i am
where i will
what i though
what i did
what i hope

THE RAY OF  HOPE.


Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Past<-->Present<-->Future

Generally I came across different clashes about these Past-present-future. when I say about past they said, that already happened leave it think about present. When I say about present , they said leave it it is only temporary think about future. When I say about future ,they said live in present..........Then What should I DO???

Past gives you lot of things happened in the past.Generally people used to say " s/he doesn't know his past has no future". Memories which we feel as good give us happiness ( even some times they make you sad) bad ones gives you experiences of life . so what we have to do like it or not??

Future gives you hope. always forward looking show us way and purpose. most of the times future fills with more happiness. So what about future??

Then come to present the only moment in our hand, guaranteed to us. What ever we like we can do. So???

Yesterday's future is today, today's future is tomorrow. What ever no confusions. I like past, present, and Future.


BUT sometimes I feel I should have a TIME MACHINE.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Wow What a Q Paper, && What is This Paper???

This is exactly my feeling about this year CSP general studies paper. Some question are very nice and standard. Some questions I felt like run away from the exam hall( Imagine what would be the sceen we are running from the exam hall, teachers, police chasing us.. try once gives a good memory)

I read in some books Cobra builts a nest, ok that is fine I remembered that. BUT the question in exam is Why it builts the nest, WHY?, options are like to attract other species, for eggs,etc. If this happens to be a descriptive type of exam then I will definetly writ "TO MAKE YOU(this question maker) AS SUPPER IN THAT NEST".

But I think I won't. This much filteration is required for worthable and most suitable candidates to took a part in countries developmental building activities.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

My First Attempt

I decided myself Civil services(IAS/IPS) as my career( I have my own reasons and answers for why I have choosen). Except those whatever I do I can't be much happy and satisfied about me. So I have to write the exam. I prepared very well for the exam, studied alot throughout the year.

In Deceber 2009- Notification usually comes in december 2nd week but didn't. Then started worrying bcoz of rumours about change of pattern, this that..etc. worried, worried. After 2-3 days I felt this is not happening only to me if the pattern changes then that will be new to all then why to think face the exam. then onwards started waiting for the notification.....

After lot of confusions notification came out on 2nd Jan,2010 with out much drastic changes. Then happily purchased application, filled the form very carefully following the instructions. I posted the form before 15 days to last date. Then again started worrying whether the application reached the office safely or not....

I spent half of the Jan, Feb and March with this worry bcoz I didn't get acknowledgement card. Enquired with my friends everyone said they also waiting for that. so I felt little bit cool but still not cool. Finally in the end of the march I came to know that my application is registered with UPSC, through the website. Then felt ok.

Now hall-ticket, this time I didn't worried much bcoz I don't have much time to think,I was busy with my books.I got my hall-ticket by the end of April. I continued my full time friendship with books.

Finally the exam day 23rd May,2010. The exam is at 9.30am, I reached the exam center by 8.45am with my dad and sis( actually total family planned to come to the exam center due to my request only dad and sis came to give me some moral support). Really I felt strange that I keep worrying through out the the year about the exam but on that day really I was very very cool. Chit chated with them till 9.10am, while I observed some people reading/studying very seriously, is it works?. then I left to Exam hall.They gave OMR sheet at 9.20am and question paper at 9.30am. Then I myself became busy in reading questions and answering them. After completing all the questions I looked at my watch it is showing 11:26am I felt is really 2hours over?? "The shortest 2hours in my life". At 11.30am time over, submitted my answersheet. After coming out from exam hall I felt OK, I did well.

I reached home thinking about the general studies paper in the afternoon.The speciality of this paper is it seems most of the questions very familiar but it's difficult to choose the correct answer among the options.Reached the exam hall by 2:15pm. Started reading the questions and trying to answer them. for most of of the questions I don't know exact answer. I felt very bad about me. Adding to this my time management is also became bad. But still did my best in that time. By 4:30pm submitted my paper came out from the exam hall thinking whether my answers are correct or wrong, I did well or not. I am not satisfied with my performance. But the thing is if you get 70/150 that is a very good score in GS, "<50%".

I reached home, spent some time thinking about the exam. After some time felt exam is over that is past let it wait for the gud result. Suddenly I got a doubt that I entered the correct booklet code or not....

Thursday, March 18, 2010

The World

The world I know is different from the world that exist.
The world I know is smallest part in the real world.
The world I know is not what I ought to be know.
But the world I know is real.
The world I think that I ought to know is a fantacy.
The world is very small, the world is very big that depends on what I choosen to believe.

What I have choosen ???

Sunday, February 7, 2010

GITA



"Kartha Karma kriya everything is GOD"
_____ Lord Krishna.
don't think about result this creates tension in your mind give your full effort sincerely this gives the result which you deserve. This is difficult to practice But this is best practise in life.once you know the greatness of this quality, practise it everything comes for you.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

INDIA-CHINA

Recently I read a blog of Sujan K(http://windia.blogspot.com/) in his blog he wrote about India China comparison, he wrote how can we compare India with China? India can't reach china because China every year achieving greater growth rate in GDP(Gross Domestic Product), constructing big dams, built it's own submarines, ships, magnet trains,etc.India is lagging behind, can't reach china. Many people say that Indians have english which chineese don't have but they are marketing their products effectively.India is good at sofware services while chineese are good at manufacturing. But now china also achieving alot in software services. Also he commented that indians are good servants to west. They are happy in serving their Europen, American masters setting up BPO's, KPO's,LPO's, software services. While chinese are poised to take on these Europen&American masters etc. These points he had to say why we can't compare India with China.

The way you express depends on the way you think. As a citizen of India the fundamental duty of a citizen is giving respect to motherland. Some people says that these Indians are conservative, centimental fools, servant nature ,etc. I totally disagree with this type of comments.

India most respectable contry on international platform though it is developing country, don't have high per capita income, etc. because India gives importance to values, it has selfrespect, it's unpredictable nature of politeness.

India as a true democratic country gives importance to people, people's opinions,and people's freedom. In India it's citizens can move freely through out the country, they can settle anyware in country with out any restrictions. This right provided by constitution to protect the freedom of citizens. In china this is obscent. One good real example is one rural uneducated man came to Bejing in search of employment, he beatenup badly by local local police because he don't have permission to enter into the city. China is exposing it's best to outside world, hiding the real truths.

China restricted access to dozens of websites, including social networking sites and blogs. Because in recent years have seena surge in online with bloggers routienly exposing local officials for corruption. This is restriction to freedom of expession. China followed authoritarian policies to control it's population growth. Government forcebly imposed it's population control methods on people. There are number of incidents where government officials forcebly seperated children from their parents. While in India government called for voulantary participation of people to make success it's population control policies. Indian government concentrated more to make people aware of problems of population over growth, and made them aware of measures to control population growth, which works efficiently on long term basis. In near future china is going to face a big problem of shortage of population in working age group.while India has sufficient resource. While making and implementing any policy future perspectives sholud be consider.

Rome was not built in a day, though If you want to construct forcebly it will collapse.Mao said power comes from barrel of a gun, while Gandhi said power comes from love and affection here we have to consider historical background also. Any development that may be economic, social and other that should be consistent and sustainable which is like a marathon race.Every country or person has it's unique characteristic features ,Qualities, structure and opportunities. Don't compare comptete. Now use a better phrase " India competing with China".